Yesterday my dad told me a friend of mine died that day. He was my oldest friend, we knew each other since the day he was born. Apparently he died of an overdose.
ATM the strongest feeling is the excitement to see all my old friends again. Life is weird.
I managed to distract myself by upgrading my git server (Gitea) by the official #FreeBSD rc.d-based version instead of running "gitea web" manually. That way I don't have to remember to start that process after restarting the jail